I said I’d never let go, and I never did. I said I’d never let you fall, and I always meant it. -ADTR<3 

It’s not that I want to be as distant as I am from my family, I just want alone time when I’m finally home after a long day. I just need time to myself to think and get over everything that happened within the day. No one seems to get that though.

If I told you how long it’s been since I saw my boyfriend you’d probably question his existence or assume he was over seas fighting for our country. Unfortunately, he is very much real and only a county away from me, and lately I have felt like the last thing that’s on his mind. I’m so tired of always being put last, and always being canceled on, and never being asked to make plans with. He says he’s loves me, but I just can’t seem to believe that. If he loves me as much as he claims to love me then why isn’t he stressing trying to make time for me? I guess I’ll just continue to feel lonely for now..